Living life without you
I take it day by day
I walk this silent path alone
And try to find my way.
I know you didn’t mean it
I know how hard you tried
I pray you didn’t really want to die.

But never in a million years
Can’t believe that you’re not here.
Hope you found a better place
Gonna miss your smiling face.
Never in my darkest dreams
Did I bear a burden this extreme.
Can’t begin to end my tears
Never in a hundred million years.

Closet’s almost empty
‘Cept for shoes arranged in rows
When we last saw you resting here
You were lifeless in these clothes.
Drugs took my only brother
But it’s more than losing you
‘Cause when you died a piece of me died too.

(Chorus)

You never were afraid to die
I know that much is true
‘Cause dying’s such a simple thing
But livin’s hard to do…………

Never in a million years
Can’t believe that you’re not here.
Hope you found a better place
Gonna miss your smiling face.
Never in my darkest dreams
Did I bear a burden this extreme.
Can’t begin to end my tears
Never in a million, a hundred million years……..
A hundred million years.